And yet it’s a tale as old as humanity. I sometimes wonder if I’m wrong, because I’m literally not that into anything. The list of things I’d kill for is super small. Shit, I was in the Marines, and halfway through my enlistment I was like what the fuck, and count myself lucky I didn’t have to go to war. At that time, my biggest fear was that I’d have to kill someone because they were going to kill one of my guys, a real head fuck for someone who doesn’t want to kill anyone.

Yeah, killing, just not for me. And I’ve given my opinion online before, and people have talked very cavalier about killing, and I’ve always just imagined it would be the kind of thing that you would never, ever stop thinking about, whether you were justified in doing so or not.

So yeah, to be so into something unproven that you’re willing to kill for it, I kinda envy it. I want to know what that’s like, because I just cannot get my head around it.